My 2015

It’s been a long time since I wrote anything here. And now that I’m back, I’d like to express my gratitude to everyone that I’ve met this year.

It’s not only the people that I’ve met that I’m thankful for. I am also treasuring the good times and the bad times that I have experienced all throughout the year.

Life was indeed a roller coaster ride. It was a journey.

From my numerous trials and defeats in becoming a Team Leader, to becoming a soon-to-be-wife. Who would have thought that I would be engaged on Christmas Eve? In front of Ino’s family, he asked for my hand in marriage, and since I’ve been waiting for it for the longest time, I teary-eyed said YES to him.

 

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I couldn’t really summarize how my 2015 went. Regina got married with Paolo on November 14. Kelly was baptized in October. The team in the office was reshuffled in┬áNovember as well.

I met a lot of people. I spent the whole year with the person I love. It took him 6 years, 7 months and 2 days to realize that he really wants me to be a part of his life forever.

Thank you for everyone who became a part of my life. Thank you for those who are still sticking around. Thank you, Lord for everything that you have given me and my loved ones.

And yeah, I am not confused with my faith anymore. I’m planning to go back to church and hear mass regularly again. I guess that’s one of the things that I’d like to do in starting the year right.

Thank you to everyone. I’m sorry to those that I’ve hurt.

 

 

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No New Year’s Resolution

Huli na ba ako para sa 2015?

Nakapag-decide na ako. Hindi ko na gagawin yung mga yearly resolutions na usually ginagawa ko. Bakit? Kasi may nabasa ako.

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Isang post ng isang Filipina comedian sa Instagram. Sabi ni K Brosas, hindi naman daw kailangan gumawa ng new year’s resolution kada taon dahil kung gusto mong mag-bago, mag-babago ka. Hindi mo kailangan mag-hintay ng December 31 or January 1 para gumawa ng resolutions. Pwede kang mag-bago kaagad or pwede mong gawin ang gusto mong baguhin kahit hindi December 31 or January 1. Although siyempre, hindi eksaktong yan ang sinabi niya, yun yung naintindihan ko sa post niyang yun.

Sa akin siguro, nag-kataon lang na ngayon ko lang na-realize.

Hindi na muna ako mag-o-overreact. Hahayaan ko na lang siya kapag di nag-text, di nag-paramdam. Hindi ko na gagawin yung ginawa ko last year. Na makikipag-matigasan sa kanya. Na palalakihin ang gulo. Hindi ko na lang siya masyadong papakialaman. Katulad last year, kung gusto niya na tahimik lang. Tahimik lang. Kung ayaw niya makipag-holding hands, e di wag. Kung maging cold man siya. Wala naman akong magagawa.

Siguro, iintindihin ko pa siya lalo. Hindi yung masyado akong na-p-praning sa bawat kilos niya. Kahit na gano ako natatakot na mawala siya sa akin. Kahit na na-p-praning akong may iba siyang ka-text o kausap. Kahit na hindi siya consistent na sweet.

Yun, isa yun sa mga babaguhin ko.

Susubukan ko na ding hindi umutang nang walang habas para naman mabawasan ang sakit sa ulo ko.